“I’ve always been the sibling that gets him [my brother] the most. The worst part was when he just completely lost trust for me…. He couldn’t even look at me for a period of time. Right now we’re fine, because trust is a big part of my family now, and nothing has happened but anything can happen. It’s really something we take day by day. Why not just look forward to everyday rather than dwell on the past? We just have to take it as it comes. We can’t change anything and that’s something I’ve learned from this. I’m not a doctor. I can’t fix his illness. All I can do is be there for him.”